today is the 5th day we’re here at the hosp. the truth is, we (hadif & me) are getting restless. hadif kept staring through the window and told me that he wanted to “naik carr!”.

i let him out to play & run along the hosp corridor since he’s getting cranky and demanded me to let him out. there are quite a few people; adult & children there as well. they kept staring at hadif. i’m not sure whether it’s because they’re sympathy or curious or disgusted with his look. he got dried & peeled skin all over his face & body. i know i should not be bothered, but deep inside i was a bit sad.