today, as i tried to log into my blog after abandon it for quite some time, i stumbled across a collegue’s blog.

in one of her entry, (and actually a few more), i personally think she was writing about her dissatisfaction towards me. this might just my perasan kind-of-thing but knowing her scope of work (involves in just 1 project – and i am in that project as well among other projects that i involves in), i know she was writing about me. i just know it!

she accused that there’s taichism happen in my office. by looking at the entry date, i know what it’s all about. it’s because i asked her to minutes our meeting, when i was actually the secretary. reason is simple, the minutes need to be endorsed at the same time as the memo paper and it need to be done immediately. i had explained it to her that day itself.i was working my ass in weekend to get the paper ready. is it so wrong that i gave that order?why is she making it a big deal?

i might be wrong tho to perasan that she was writing about me, but it’s really simple to know that i am not wrong. i know it’s her blog and she can write anything she likes. whatever it is, i just feel truly dissapointed, annoyed and sangat terasa hati.and i am a person who’s sgt jarang terasa hati.

now, i am so fed-up of being in that project. i try as i might to do the best, but i don’t think she appreciate my effort. i don’t need her approval, just some respect. is it so hard to do?