*** nowadays work has really gotten into me. i am not complaining on how bz i am or how bz i will be in the weeks to come. i am all ok with the extra work load piles onto my shoulder. no problem on that department. however, i must admit that i am feeling a bit stressful on the responsibilities that i have to bear. that everything i do will impact on others, be it staff or even progress of a project. i fear that i will make wrong decisions and people will have doubt on me. and there just way too many decisions that i have to make. and even to prove to myself that i can do it… (just rubbish talk…i need to get this out of my system :) )***

anyway, on a happier note, we are going to Kuching for a holi, holiday :) i really can’t wait!!! it would be adek’s 1st time on a plane ride and i hope everything will be smooth. i don’t really plan any proper itinerary for the visit..don’t have much time to plan pon. so basically it will be a very laid back kind of holiday, no pressure on what must to visit or anything. just a happy, relax andĀ fun time as a family. just the four of us :)

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